Gamma Rays and Sunshine

Gamma Rays and Sunshine

I thought this painting was amazing, I don't know who the artist is... but I give your art two thumbs up!

     Do you feel sometime that, you, are the worst you there is?  I get these moments when I am sleep deprived.  It’s like 95% of the time I am the nice, placid Bruce Banner but then give me a night when I haven’t slept and I become his green rage filled monster.  Today has been one of those days, everything has made me annoyed.  I took Zyrtec which I thought would help me sleep, but, just made me toss and turn and wake up foggy and disoriented.  My mom has kicked me out of her store because she says that I am being snippy to everything she says, which is true, now I am sitting in the parking lot of my old high school waiting for my sister to get finished with dance practice.  But, it’s given me a chance to be by myself and maybe calm down a bit.  

     So do any of you have to deal with feeling this way? Sometimes when I meet someone really nice, I wonder what’s my beef? I mean other people have days when they just aren’t themselves but they handle it much better than I, so what’s my deal?  Why can’t I just smile and move on instead of having a snarky comment and making an awkarwd situation?  I want to be one of those super nice bubbly girls... you know the ones that everyone loves to see and wants them to be their friend?  I hope to become one of those people.

     This time in the car has given me a little bit of time to reflect, I for one think that you should always strive to recreate yourself for the better.  I will try to contain myself, which, is very hard to do sometimes.  Even though I know that it is difficult when all you want to do is make a snarky remark and be sarcastic I can be nice and bubbly... and usually even though I have always had a bit of a sarcastic standoffish personality I do make people laugh a lot.  I just need to work on bringing out that side of my personality when I am having an off day.  So let me know, how do you handle yourself when your not having a good day or someone is just really annoying you.  Do you tell them how you feel regardless the consequences or smile and bare through it?

Me as Wolverine. When we go to Target, we usually wonder into the toy department and this is what happens!

Dan as Capt. America!!! My hero!

Love and Comic Book Super Monsters,


Stephanie